Is it normal that as you age you want to be very secretive about the things you do? Even be secretive to your ownself so much so that at times you discover things about yourself that you did not know of?
I wonder if this is just a phase in life which we go through as humans a process of aging or I wonder if it is just to do with me. The latter I hope not, because sometimes some discoveries about self are scary.
At times you feel like a secret agent; holding on to so many secrets of others all carefully locked up inside of you like some magnificent treasure chest tucked deep in the ocean bed never to be found.
At times you are a secret agent that goes undecover just to help a friend in need with some crucial problems in thier lives. This can be self destructive at times depending on the act of selfless love and the distance you would go for your friend.
At other times you are a secret agent to your ownself, just not knowing so many things about yourself. This can be frustrating if you had spent a considerable time in your day to day life growing up making a conscious effort to know yourself – Only to discover that there is so much that you did not actually know of yourself.
Had you already known these traits of yourself- you could have stayed out of trouble without a doubt!
If this makes any sense to you, please leave your comment. I’d really appreciate it.
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